Throughout my whole pregnancy, I struggled. I was in disbelief that I was pregnant. It did not seem real to me at all. I always felt like I was waiting for the ball to drop. For my life to fall apart. For me to fall apart…but it never came.
We had a few appointments before we found out the gender of our little gummy bear. As each day passed, we discussed when we would tell people. To make it “Facebook Offical”. I was afraid that as soon as we did, our hearts would be broken again. Caleb kept telling me that eventually we would have to tell people. This was such a blessing in our lives, and I was keeping it to myself as if I was ashamed. When it was the opposite. I wanted everyone to know, but wanted to live in this beautiful, perfect bubble as long as we could.
So we celebrated Christmas and decided we would share our news on our favorite holiday. A holiday we yearned to share with a child. ❤️
Caleb and I purchased gifts for our little one! He got Baby C and I an activity cube! I had been wanting it forever! But never had a reason to purchase it! And I purchased Caleb a onesie that said “Daddy’s Future Doubles Partner”. This blessing was already our complete world.
On January 30,2016, we went to Baby Bliss to find out what our little one would be. We had friends and family join us! I remember still not feeling the greatest on this day. I had morning sickness where I would get sick once, and then felt nauseous in the afternoon. Nothing too hard to handle! I was very lucky!
We headed back and Megan found out what we were having fairly quick!
(Don’t mind my crazy talk 🙄. We were so excited!)
We were having a girl!! 💜
We were thrilled and already had our name chosen for our little one! We didn’t share her name for a very long time, but it was perfect for our sweet girl. 
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